“The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this because we’re afraid. We fear we will not find love, and when we find it we fear we’ll lose it. We fear that if we do not have love we will be unhappy.”—Richard Bach (via frieswithketchup)
I dont know why, but whenever im at home I feel so pessimistic and apathetic. Its like when im not at home, I seem to forget about everything. At home, everything just comes rushing back to me. Why cant I take my own advice and just cheer up, have fun? The thing that bothers me the most is that i cant exactly pinpoint whats wrong. Get it? Things are diffferent with me. I tend to give advice to people and I dont take it myself. Am I the only one? Im starting to feel physically sick of being in the house now. I just feel utterly confused. FOR NO REASON.
This is for many people, some of you will read this, some may not.
I miss you. I miss hanging out with you, i miss talking to you, I miss just being around you. What happened? To some people, there was some unnecessary drama, or maybe we’ve just drifted apart. Things happen. People change. I just want to let you know that I haven’t forgotten about you, and I will always be here if you need me, or even just to talk if im your last resort to avoid boredom. Ha, alright, thats it. Love, Kris.
How can you expect to receive what you don’t even give out? If you ask for respect, you must be respectful. If you ask for trust, you must be trustworthy. If you ask for honesty, you must be truthful. If you want someone to give you their all, you too must give them everything you have.
Treat others the way you would like to be treated because everyone is a mirror of you. How you treat them is somehow reflected in how they treat you.
If a guy watches movies by himself because he just loves watching movies in the cinemas. Is that weird? If he even likes chick flicks? Is that weird?
I’ve always been a romantic at heart. I find the concept of love in its many forms interesting. But when you combine it with terms like fate, destiny or even serendipity I find it fascinating. Some people find the lonliness of being a single person crushing. I feel like that sometimes too. But, I remember the feeling of being so in love with a person that one time, I think it is worth the wait. I’ll admit that I watch those romantic comedy movies out there just to remember that feeling. I think that once a person has really truly felt a certain kind of love, they will not forget it.
So is it really that weird for me to not worry whether I’ll find someone truly compatible with me? Some people may say I’m picky in my choices. I say that I will leave such things to chance & fate. If I am to be with them, then I will be with them. At least let me keep remembering the feeling of being in love until then.
when you have a family doesnt support you. i know i can fuck up in school sometimes but they are never really supportive with my schooling. i try my best, even tho i can be pretty lazy. i do what i can to do good in school but i get nothing in return. my mom says “i can see that your not gonna graduate” but i expect her to say “dont worry, i know you can do this. you just have to try harder, i believe in you” but no, all she does is bitch and call me stupid. one not so bad grade she already makes assumptions, she notices the bad grade but not the good ones, which i do have. it hurts to know your parents dont really care. ill show them i can do this, and laugh at their faces proving they are wrong.